venting.

a person can only take so much. it's funny how people label you sometimes. not in a bad way tho; like you might be that funny/happy person who's always smiling and cracking jokes. but inside you're stressing and overthinking everything. only, they can't see it. and when you do try to show that side of you they say shit like "oh somebody's bitchy" or "...but that's not how you usually are". i mean what if you are inside like that. maybe you're not that carefree. maybe you do actually give a fukc about everything. maybe you are scared what the future holds. they just can't see it because they just assume your life is a fairytale and you're always happy. nothing goes wrong with you and even if it do you just say "fukc it" and move on. so does that mean you're acting fake towards your friends and your family and basically everyone around you? or are you scared to show some emotions? scared what they would say or think. because you're strong right? it's funny how the stronger the person seems the weaker they are. but then again they're strong enough to not show their weakenesses. it's all too complicated. but it's nice to let it out sometimes. who gives a fukc about what others think!? life isn't easy and it fukcs you over. it's okay to show your emotions. maybe it's time i show some emotions. maybe i'm not so happy no more. don't get me wrong tho; i have a million reason to smile and be happy. but once in a blue; i get that feeling like nothing's going right and yet; i can't even show it because i think everyone's expecting me to be happy and nice. it's so weird. life is weird. i'm weird. get over it. eventually i will.

(500) Days Of Summer.

"this is not a love story, this is a story about love".

"Tom: i really liked this girl. no i loved her. and then she took a giant shit on my face. literally.

Girl: literally?

Tom: no, not literally. that's disgusting; what's the matter with you?".

i absolutely love this movie.

i love you.

"If we discovered that we have only five minutes left to say all that we wanted say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them."
i came across this on the internet. i love it because it's so true.

ugh.

so i'm like extremely mad right now. my mother wanted to be a b*word and wouldn't let me go to the football game for no ass reason. she's just so unreasonable; it makes me soo mad. i just wanted to like oijtoijeakjdfoijeatea her ass! ughh. no wait, here comes the best part she didn't let me go but SHE and my dad just went out and i'm left home babysitting two little brats! what the fukc!?! i just wanted sometimes like why me!?! i'm just soo heated. i can truely say this; F M L !

chea chea.

"we work all our lives. then what?"

the close two.

it hurts when the people you know becomes the people you knew. it hurts when the people you trust the most becomes the people that fukc you over the worst. that's why i keep a close two and fukc you to rest of you!
i love you RV and ND; you whorebags :].

fake.

shout out to all the shady people out there! God knows there's a whole bunch of yall!