venting.

a person can only take so much. it's funny how people label you sometimes. not in a bad way tho; like you might be that funny/happy person who's always smiling and cracking jokes. but inside you're stressing and overthinking everything. only, they can't see it. and when you do try to show that side of you they say shit like "oh somebody's bitchy" or "...but that's not how you usually are". i mean what if you are inside like that. maybe you're not that carefree. maybe you do actually give a fukc about everything. maybe you are scared what the future holds. they just can't see it because they just assume your life is a fairytale and you're always happy. nothing goes wrong with you and even if it do you just say "fukc it" and move on. so does that mean you're acting fake towards your friends and your family and basically everyone around you? or are you scared to show some emotions? scared what they would say or think. because you're strong right? it's funny how the stronger the person seems the weaker they are. but then again they're strong enough to not show their weakenesses. it's all too complicated. but it's nice to let it out sometimes. who gives a fukc about what others think!? life isn't easy and it fukcs you over. it's okay to show your emotions. maybe it's time i show some emotions. maybe i'm not so happy no more. don't get me wrong tho; i have a million reason to smile and be happy. but once in a blue; i get that feeling like nothing's going right and yet; i can't even show it because i think everyone's expecting me to be happy and nice. it's so weird. life is weird. i'm weird. get over it. eventually i will.

(500) Days Of Summer.

"this is not a love story, this is a story about love".

"Tom: i really liked this girl. no i loved her. and then she took a giant shit on my face. literally.

Girl: literally?

Tom: no, not literally. that's disgusting; what's the matter with you?".

i absolutely love this movie.

i love you.

"If we discovered that we have only five minutes left to say all that we wanted say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them."
i came across this on the internet. i love it because it's so true.

ugh.

so i'm like extremely mad right now. my mother wanted to be a b*word and wouldn't let me go to the football game for no ass reason. she's just so unreasonable; it makes me soo mad. i just wanted to like oijtoijeakjdfoijeatea her ass! ughh. no wait, here comes the best part she didn't let me go but SHE and my dad just went out and i'm left home babysitting two little brats! what the fukc!?! i just wanted sometimes like why me!?! i'm just soo heated. i can truely say this; F M L !

chea chea.

"we work all our lives. then what?"

the close two.

it hurts when the people you know becomes the people you knew. it hurts when the people you trust the most becomes the people that fukc you over the worst. that's why i keep a close two and fukc you to rest of you!
i love you RV and ND; you whorebags :].

fake.

shout out to all the shady people out there! God knows there's a whole bunch of yall!

confessions [part 2).

-the only reason i'm making a part 2 is because i'm awfully bored.
-i didn't not wanna go to the football game tonight; my mom said no.
-i really don't like school.
-i think people are really shady.
-my little sisters REALLY annoy me.
-i don't hate my little sisters; i just say that i do.
-if i ever told you that i love you; i didn't really mean it.
-the only people that i say "i love you" to and actually mean it are my family and bestfriends.
-Soulja Boy looks really gay with his new hair.
-i feel bad that i ditched my math teacher today because i had to spend it with my anatomy teacher. he's still an idiot.
-my anatomy teacher is a bitch.
-i'll be fukced if either of them ever see this.
-his sadface makes me happyface.
-i absolutely hate it when girls say they the baddest bitch; if you ain't Nicki Minaj then you ain't the baddest bitch; stop biting hoe!
-i ain't gonna front, i wanted to text you today and i was like this close.
-ATF forum thingy don't get it in no more; i'm sorry but it's the truth "/.
-Travis Barker is hawt...especially when he's playing the drums.
-if i was the President i'd paint the White House pink.
-Drake makes me happy♥.
-no matter how much i say i say i hate my bestfriends and argue with them, i actually love they asses!
-i'm so lazy.
-i don't trust NONE of my friends but 3.
-that's why i'm out there but i don't tell you shit that you can go later on and use against me.
-i admit the fact that i'm the type to get hit by a parked car.
-the only reason i'm being nice to you is cause i don't wanna start nothing so stop trying to be my friend. clearly, i dislike you.
-i don't ignore you cause i don't like you; i ignore you cause the things you be saying are mad dumb.
-i actually don't hate it when my friends call me a math geek/genious; i actually get proud and shit.
-omg, i almost killed you today! you lucky we was in public.
-i don't know why i call this the confession; venting fits better.
-hmm; i can't think of anything else as of now.
-oh i love it when people call me darling haha.

confessions.

-i don't really want to go to UCONN; i'm saying that i do cause my parents want me to.
-i don't really know if i want to be a dentist in the future; i'm saying that i do cause my parents want me to.
-with that being said; i don't know what i REALLY want to be...hmm; i guess dentist sounds good.
-i'm not really as irresponsible as i seem.
-i'm definitely not carefree as i seem.
-i don't really hate you; i just say that i do because it makes me less angry thinking about you.
-yes, i do know that i have SOME anger issues.
-i have a girl-crush on Nicki Minaj but no i'm not gay nor bi; [get over it).
-i like that song Fireflies by Owl City; i didn't mean to tease you.
-i was the one who shot 50 Cent in the eye or mouth; can't remember.
-i actually want to go outta state for college but can't grow and tell my parents.
-i'm scared i'll end up in the streets if i don't go to college.
-i never liked my math teacher; he's such a corny childish idiot.
-i hate going to school.
-i have trust issues; trust me i don't even trust me.
-i strongly believe that my parents are the reasons behind my anger issues.
-sad but true; i don't want to end up like my mother; i love her with my all my heart but her decisions are not for me.
-i'm scared in the future i'll end up like my dad; that's even worse than being like my mother.
-i'm scared of what the future holds.
-i never liked my dad's dad.
-i'd do anything to go to University Of Toronto.
-it makes me really upset when i think about how i fukced up in my school years.
-i never hated Mr.Dunlap; he's the best teacher i ever had; he's actually awesome.
-i think his smile is superscary.
-i never liked my bestfriend's brothers; they seem like douchebags.
-i never liked my cousins from my dad's side; they all spoiled suckas.
-i think President Obama is hawt.
-i have a lot more confessions but i can't remember them so i think i'll have a part 2.
-vented out is the best feeling.

SAT's.

well, so i take it once again. this is my third time. i keep fukcing up. this is it. well, i might take it again in December if my dad pays for it lol. but let's see how imma do tomorrow. good luck to me; God knows imma need it. blahh; fml.

Dear you.

i'm sorry and i love you.
bye.

sutten artistic.

lmao; i love my bestfriends!
my fave picture EVER!