nervous.

omg, this is all so overwhelming. and scary. and just crazy. i sent out 4 application in total so far. 2 in NY and 2 in here CT. 1 more in NY and 2 more in CT and imma be done. i'm SO nervous; not knowing what they're gonna say. acceptance or rejection letter. gotta wait and see. aaahhhh; eoaijtyoeajflkejeioajdiojtgkleaj.